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I broke with Raphael

Last weekend I broke up with Raphael. I do not know why he is able to take it that easy but I think he is okay with it. I am not. Remember, I broke up with him. I have cried sunday night till now more or less the whole time either in my heart or with my tears. Typical girl, emotional and totally insane some would say but I cannot help. Anyway, I am ready to write now, so it is getting better.

Why I broke up. No! It is not the sex. It is totally awsome both physical and emotional. He is still the one with the perfect sex and the perfect sex mechanics for me and sex is still fantastic every single time. But what is no longer okay is the romance. There is not a piece of love anymore. We are together because our life style and our sex dictates it and not because we want to share more time with each other. We do not talk about each others life anymore and the reasons why we see each other is mainly due to his ... better ... my sexual drive. Which let me to one simple question: Why do I call him my boyfriend. There are many good lovers out there but a boyfriend should also be a soul-mate. No longer given with Raphael.

Anyway. I have made the conclusion to stay single and reject any offer I currently have (including the millionaire). Perhaps I will search myself a girlfriend and not a boyfriend. We will see.

Thank you for listening to me.


Ricardo said…
I wonder if, not being soul-mates, you will remain sex-mates, and if not calling him "boyfriend" will make any difference at all.

I think you had great sex with some "ex" in the past.


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